My relatives came over to bai jia... Came over for lunch... We ordered pizza.. Hoho.. Then we just sat around and chit chat... I chit chatted with my cousins while my aunts chit chatted with each other...

CNY Day 3:

Went to TM to Singtel and walked around in the afternoon before heading home...

I didn't take any photos... I just took pictures before I left the house... And zi lianing while waiting for my uncle's car.. So yep..

Oh... I helped my mum baked pineapple tarts and chocolate chip cookies(my two super favourite food/snacks)... =D

*photos will be uploaded at the end of the post*

Hm... As for today(Thursday), I woke up early so I could make pancakes for myself and for my brother... My pancakes seriously failed... -.- lol... First one almost burnt and it was only the last few that I started to get the hang of it.. Oh man... I seriously need a cook book which tells me step by step of everything.. To lower the fire and when it looks really done... You know like some book title which reads "Cooking for Idiots".. LOL... I shall improve!!! My cooking is not that bad ok!!! It's just that I seldom cook and I admit I'm lazy to learn also... I know how to cook really simple stuff like eggs, instant noodles, rice(with the rice cooker of course not like olden times use charcoal and claypot? to cook...), what else... Hm... spagetti, making mash potatos using original potatos and those ready made ones, simple vegetable dishes... I can't think of anymore right now.. So... Yea..

But I shall learn more... Cooking for my family is fun... Lol... After lazing around after eating(yes, I still ate the pancakes.. Cannot waste!!! Still edible..) I watched tv... Used the computer to watch my Japanese dramas... It was only at 5pm++ that I vacuumed the floor and went down to the park to jog... I had this naggy little me in my mind to go and exercise... I remember I once told Chantel that I don't like to jog.. Well... I know that I don't have very good stamina and my legs go numb after jogging after awhile... That's the reason why I don't like to jog but prefers to go to the gym to use light weights to exercise and I don't touch the treadmill..

Getting back to the jogging.. I suddenly had the urge to jog on Wednesday night and was telling my family about it.. And I did... I SERIOUSLY have very bad stamina(I say this because I couldn't jog long).. I pushed myself to my own limits and once I couldn't continue, I brisk walked.. But the better thing is that I stretched out and warmed up properly so my legs didn't become numb... =)

Once I have better stamina I'll go jogging with Chantel.. I don't want to slow her down because of me.. And while I brisk walked around the park enjoying the trees, wind and my music, I didn't like the smokers there... I want to be healthy and not breathe in 2nd hand smoke instead of freah air... And you know... I read somewhere that if you listened to music while exercising, you can do better than not listening to music and that if you want to lose weight by exercising, people lose more weight by exercising just 1/2 an hour 3 times a week? Than those who exercise 1 hour 3 times a week... It's scientifically/medically proven... I forgot the reason why..

And I also listen to music while I jog because I feel that I'm in my own world and nothing can stop me... Hah.. Maybe I should go swimming tml... Hm.. It also suddenly got me thinking... That I remember that long ago I was really angry... I walked around the neighbourhood and while walking, I took deep breaths.. It really does help me calm down.. =)

Now that I've mention about anger, I am trying to change my tone/expression in a sense, I get alot of "you look very fierce or you have a very solemn face or your tone of voice sounds fierce/angry".. I come in peace! I didn't realise till my friend was talking to me and I suddenly just blurted a no to her question... And then she said... Why are you so fierce? I went "huh? really?" I should really be more self concious of my actions.. I will change... I'm not being emotional now but just something I thought I wanted to blog about... My dear family and friends don't take it personal... I just don't realise my expressions or tone of voice.. If I look "fierce", other than anger, it can be I'm deep in thought or just tired... So you can always ask me!!!

**When will these dreams stop? I'm feeling so tired... The dreams are getting more complicated means making more tired because I'll have a slight headache waking up sometimes... It's not that I am trying to analyse the dreams but it's taking a toll on me... Can't sleep well.. ending up feeling tired for the rest of the day.. Sigh..**